Counting down the days...

counting down the days till the beginning of my 2nd semester on sunday. i'm quite nervous, half-worried and my vision is getting blurry on what to do for my 2nd semester in order to survive for degree. As my result for last semester has been announced, i'm pretty worrried to face killer subjects; which are those considering i need to start all over chemistry again such as Biochemistry and The Principles of Chemistry, and we were just like... zing!

I DONT LIKE CHEMISTRY, fullstop. BUT...

i used to love chemistry once when i was in MJSC. I found chemistry was fun with the best teaching of Teacher Noraini, and that time, I had Mardiyana to guide me for every single thing in chem. Everything went smooth that i could afford an A and that was how chem and i tied a knot (sound serious eh) somehow when i was in KMNS, our mutualistic relationship was on the rocks thus, we decided to leave each other (i got B in chem)

chemistry joke

And hey, God knows best is it? i met chemistry for the third time when doing degree. i were just like... ehem ehem you're gotta be doomed by him again ain. woahhh Ya Allah gimme strength in handling these both. Umm forget to mention, algebra (the biggest fear of all) weh, that one a kind of subject i can always be pasrah as i know i cant do it. i think i'm going to flunk my algebra aka aljabar for my 2nd semester (hey takkan dah mengalah awal2 kot)

is it just me or algebra and calculus are actually killing everyone?

Hafizat: Tunggu laaa kesedihan ko jumpe bnde plg pelik dlm algebra....
Kereks: Bapak ah. aku ingat algebra ok sikit dari calculus
Hafizat: Algebra lg susah. Tp jgn nangis ar... Nnt mcm2 ko jumpe

yada yada thanks pijat.

In spite of all these events, i couldnt ask Allah for more than i thank Him for keeping me on track. I believe life is not all about to expect high in getting good grades, good career, etc. It is just to test us on how to seek His redha in whatever you do..well, the journey of being student has put me ups and downs.

i do agree with the statement. All we need to do is to maintain the momentum of excellence which i think it is not an easy task because ibu always remind me of life is just like roller coaster. You're not always be at the top ok? That's what i wish for my 2nd semester. I'm hoping for smooth safe sailing from the beginning till the end and i have friends, family to give me hands in order to overcome the midst of hardship.