Right now I'm dealing with one of my biggest weaknesses that I cant find a way out: comparing my life to others. it's already 2019 and I cant even fathom how my life is going. Currently enrolled in my second year and a half, doing a bachelor degree in applied science is not my passion. After 20 years of living, why I become so sudden, denying in what am doing??
1. So it begins like this; some of my ex-schoolmates are now flying abroad as they finished their IB(s) and some went to top unis. Besides, some received scholarships, doing demand courses/programmes and yada yada, you guys memang power giler lah!
2. Only this time, i just realized how much i have missed the opportunity back in 2015 when i called off JPA. What happened was, i managed to secure a seat in electrical engineering after SPM 2015 but to get the feeling of unease out of my heart (i'm not good at calculation and memorizing related formulae) i striked them off and chose biology.
3. Managed to get an 'A' for bio as i tried so desperately to drop physics. Let me tell you, at this moment, my life once in a while was such a blast since i believe i can do much better in pure bio at KMNS.
1. So it begins like this; some of my ex-schoolmates are now flying abroad as they finished their IB(s) and some went to top unis. Besides, some received scholarships, doing demand courses/programmes and yada yada, you guys memang power giler lah!
2. Only this time, i just realized how much i have missed the opportunity back in 2015 when i called off JPA. What happened was, i managed to secure a seat in electrical engineering after SPM 2015 but to get the feeling of unease out of my heart (i'm not good at calculation and memorizing related formulae) i striked them off and chose biology.
3. Managed to get an 'A' for bio as i tried so desperately to drop physics. Let me tell you, at this moment, my life once in a while was such a blast since i believe i can do much better in pure bio at KMNS.
You're already settled, hitting one milestone after another, "so which of the favors of your Lord would you deny?" -Ar Rahman. Observe. Analyse. Be grateful. You're trying really hard after all this time. So, let's start living it for next sem!
