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Collaboration beyond borders

  by   Wednesday, July 29, 2026   No comments

I am a  week away from labwork. 

No PCR. No ligation. No cloning. No colony PCR to think about. Just to take a break from routine that had slowly become exhausting — at least for now hehe… 

Oh, I have an announcement! We finally have a baby nephew! I decided to pay him a visit while I am in KL until next week. Cute little guy is now a month-old :)

From July 28 onward, I was glued to my phone, knowing that my supervisor, Dr Wee whatsapped me during my short escape to Genting Highlands…

“Mana awak?” 

I couldn’t help but putting a nervous smile when I read to his message.

“Dr saya takde”

A simple and straight-forward reply because I assumed he was just checking up on me. No urgency indeed.

That tomorrow morning he sent me a link for S. oneidensis MR-1 mutant strain deposited in the University of Tuebingen, Germany. 

My first thought it feels surreal to think that a project which started in our lab could now involve discussions that cross continents. The possbility of working with researchers from another country that I never imagined. 

In our research group, we have made several attempts to establish international collaborations from India, China, Thailand and Japan. Well, many of those ended up halfway, maybe because the projects (which I assume) were not fully aligned to our research objectives at the time. 

I remember on one occassion when my supervisor invited me to join Zoom meeting with UM and Dr Muammar from University of Tuebingen. The discussion was centered around my project. It was my first opportunity to explain my CRISPR/Cas9 work to Dr Muammar. We exchanged a few ideas and discussed the objectives of our projects. As far as I can recall, his work involved in pyrite minerals, which was quite interesting to me because my junior, Siti also worked on something similar last time. But the session wasn’t very that long because a spokeperson from UM wanted to arrange a more formal follow-up Zoom meeting with the UM Dean. So, we had to continue the discussion another time.

Research has a funny way of bringing people together. Different expertise, different perspectives, and different experiences often lead to better ideas than working alone. That’s what excites me the most about this collaboration for now—not just the science, but the opportunity to build networking from people beyond borders that could eventually support my future plan into postdoctoral research after PhD.



 




Inspiration in Dr. Tan

  by   Wednesday, July 29, 2026   No comments

Recently, I found myself reading Dr. Tan's writings on his juggling lab life, and I have to admit...

"I was impressed!"

There was something about the way he shared his thoughts, his journey, and his experiences that caught my attention. Yes, I rarely get impressed by people, but this time he humbled me down the earth.

Oh, we met at UTM, Johor Bharu. It was an unexpected encounter because he was one of my evaluators during my first-ever participation in an innovation exhibition and competition. 

And I still remember how humble he was while evaluating my work on molecular experiments — especially when discussing biosafety and ethical considerations. My first impression of him... he looked like a very senior researcher — reserved and serious together with the other two evaluators from UTM and UMPSA.

"Alamak habis la...taknak, taknak, taknak"

And I delivered my presentation nervously... knowing that my project was still at an early stage. I didn't have any fancy prototype, or tangible outcome to showcase yet. All I had were carbon steel corrosion demo in vials — something that probably looked ordinary and, BORING.

But what stayed with me was how Dr. Tan approached my project. He didn't judge it simply based on what was physically in front of him. Instead, he looked deeper into the science, asked meaningful questions, and gave attention to the thought process behind the work I done. I actually forgot the exact details he commented. But it mostly on the CRISPR editing methods and how long my primers were designed. Hmm…

After the evaluation session, I asked him for a photograph, which I wanted to share under Dr. Wee’s biosafety committee network.

So yes, that moment of inspiration stayed with me. And honestly, I'll keep growing and carry the same passion that I saw in Dr. Tan’s.


Yikes who reviewed this? what of this, I don't know

  by   Saturday, November 18, 2023   1 comment

Hurrayyy!!! 

Cuti Deepavali, dah habis, apa lagi!
mari pulang ke sarang hulu! woohoooo!!!

oh yeah, ada lab Biomole next week.

damn.

Last night I slept quite late due to 1-3 hours X scrolling (formerly, Twitter.... why la Elon Musk bagi nama X) along with anak bulus of mine, ada 4 ekor. All 3 anak oyens and 1 black. The oyens memang lasak. Serious. Kalau I mak kucing, memang I gigit dorang like crazy and cakap, "ok jangan nakal yer oyens, nanti bibik marah...

Anyway... I had anxious thoughts la while scrolling X. Before I get to untangle my anxious thoughts tuh, I have to rewind sikit and story pasal my dunia research.

My research background is about microbial corrosion. Every week, within 2 or 3 days I would have a comprehensive discussion with my lecturer, Dr Q prior to my masters research project. A year FYP project + 2 years of fully research = at least 3 years, culminating in microbial corrosion literature, I noticed something was amiss sampai la waktu sekarang. "Why do I have a bravery claiming something like that?"  was what I thought.. then I stalked Godfather Lovley kat X (yer beliau tidak la lovely seindah nama).

oh. noo. mampus.

Godfather Lovley: Yikes who reviewed this? - ISMEJournal. 

Punya la I baca tweet Godfather tu I jadi seram! For me, it was such an argumentative declaration!!! alamak!

I pernah tanya kat Dr Q, "Godfather tu siapa?" and he said, "dia tu boss kepada boss I masa study PhD kat Georgia dulu. Godfather tu something like celaka! whenever Godfather published Q1 papers pasal microbial corrosion, end up Dr Q wassap I suruh baca + digest + analyze + present paper tu since we're progressing as similiar to that particular topic juga. So macam tu la discussion kiteorg. Kiteorang suka discuss arguments in whatever topic released by Godfather to improve our critical thinking pastu....... ok jom publish topic ni I want you to draft manuscript of all your results then, we will decide yang mana nak kena publish. Maka saya lagi panic!  

Ain how's progress? Ain email me your draft - takut sebab my results with opposing hypotheses to Godfather's. IT WAS A BIG NO!!!

so panic panic, plus apa yang PM Dr. Hazwan comment during viva voce haritu lagi la I rasa results ni memang tak boleh pergi jauh punya and possibly get rejected!

haih..

what to do? what to do ek?



P/S: criticism in academia...=B

COVID-19 pandemic

  by   Saturday, April 25, 2020   5 comments


I still stuck at my current place, thousand miles away from home while it's on lockdown before the Government extends MCO by another two weeks to May 12. Not sure with the idea of bringing students back to their home but yet, still I'm one of them. On one hand, distancing dearself in two bedded room, away from the public menace with fellow sissy staying on Aras 1 is just a prescription for happy pills. On one hand, being far away from the loved ones on this pandemic makes me misses them more.

I'll be back after the pandemic, i promise xoxo

My dear, Four Feet

  by   Friday, February 14, 2020   No comments


We feel the immediate absence of our feline pet, Uteh as he left us through unknown hidden pain he dealt with, till his very last breath at home.  


Uteh is such the best companion of ours through his unconditional love and acceptance —He would greet us at the gate when we return home. He even sent us away to the car when we were about to leave him for a few days for balik kampung (he can understand our certain word and action sounds mean).

In his lifetime, if I pat the floor for several times, he respond well by lowering his body to the ground, exposing his tummy to be rubbed. Then I heard the soft purring bundles of warm, leaving at his vocal cords when he exhales and inhales. I feel calmer and more peaceful afterwards. That feeling of contentment he share with me becoming a warm place to love him more. 

I just came back home for a month of semester break when I was told by ibu he was sick. As a result, he seemed thinner compared to the previous last three months when I saw him —He had a healthy body weight and muscles toned and strong. 

We first noticed his eyes. He got his both pupils blown and always dilated like completely round in the day. We were surprised by his sudden eyes damage and vision loss when he slowed walking to the kitchen and hit one of the counter like he saw nothing ahead.

Uteh acted differently in his last days as such he skipped meals, he would sit and stay at one corner alone. No more bird hunting, no more self-grooming rather putting himself in solitude, away from his other siblings. Ibu was the one whom care Uteh at most during his last days on Planet Earth. Then, we would know that his time has come. At time passed, I got to rub your head for the very last time. 


I'll miss you for a little while, Uteh.

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