Birthday chill pill

  by   Wednesday, April 11, 2018   6 comments

     
Ingat tak masa dulu-dulu,
Kita pakai topi dengan jubah kaler biru,
Perasan macam konvensyen universiti gituu,
Melompat tinggi gaya menuju ke arah langit yang biru,

Weh, hari ni hari rabu,
Happy belated birthday to you,
I 💗 you,
Ala-ala kawan macam tu.

HAPPY 20th APIP!




A MASSIVE CRUSH

  by   Tuesday, April 10, 2018   2 comments
i've been mentioned like one, two, three, four, five, six thousand times i'm not that into Chemistry but when it comes to this good-looking lecturer, known for his charming smile, get into your class lab and take over the session, you find it so hard to resist his charm and the heart get start to melt.

Ladies and gentlemen, let's call him Dr. A

Like seriously, this is not his very first time took over the class since we had our last lecture on Electrochemistry. Before we haven't meet him yet, there was rumours going around about his handsomeness among the first year students especially the girls, la kan.


IS ANYONE HAVE GOT MASSIVE CRUSH
 ON HER LECTURER?? 

 -It's always girls who fancy their lecturers, 

Gosh, I've found myself in the same situation! The other day when he entered into the lecture, I would pretty much melt. He's quite simply gorgeous with his charming smile upon his face. He dresses well and has a dry sense of humor.

The most exciting part was in the calorimetry lab. Dr A was in charge for the three courses. As biotech had the most number of students, we were likely to get moved into the next lab which handled by the lab assistant. Ok i envied the other two courses sebab they were lucky to get him under his vision. Anyway, being separated doesn't mean that I can't usyar dari jauh, kan? So, in the lab, after the experiment was done, we were given questions and need to write down the calculation and facts regarding the experiment. Compile those section and submit them by group at 5pm sharp.

It was Sarah and I were in charge for the calculation about the energy released (E) and stuff. We had some misunderstanding specifically on both masses of HCl and NaOH in solid form. Yes, freaking chemistry stuff...... Ok let's skip this part. So, I told Sarah to go ask for Dr. A -he's in the next lab.

And by that I meant, let's go 'usyar' him at the next lab.

We walked in, straight to his desk and guess what, he surrounded by girls asking him questions.

At least, it was not only me have a massive crush on him. In front of his desk, Sarah and I kept defending our own opinions. i'm sorry i couldn't find the best way to relate this situation so i put them into conversations;

Sarah: Dr kenapa dr cakap mass of solution mesti 200g? 
Kereks: Kalau buat assumption 1mL = 1g of solution?
Dr A: Eh tak boleh, sebab awak just total, kan the solution into 200g.
Kereks: Tak kecik sangat ke value tu Dr.? macam tak logik.
Sarah: Kan aku dah cakap. werks
Dr A: Laa lain kali tanya saya, tengok tu muka awak dah malu-malu (he's pointing at me)


MAHU GUGUR JANTUNG SAYA

In the end of lab session, I hand over him the report with the simplest handmade cover page with names, matric number and programme (forgot to write his name) which written in cakar ayam. 'ya allah tulisan siapa ni?' he asked inquisitively. Sarah then pointed me out straight towards him. 

Kereks: Kenapa doktor buruk sangat ke? nak buat yang lain?
Dr A: Eh takyah-takyah

pastu, HE CHUCKLED TO HIMSELF. I don't know why. So i concluded that Dr. A seorang yang senang terhibur


CUTENESS OVERLOAD


P/S are marks deducted for the cover page without the lecturer's name?



You found guilty

  by   Saturday, April 07, 2018   2 comments
 I believe only some people read to my blog, people like 
Nur Fatin Nadzirah bt Hamsani. Hello Fatin!

 



I wouldn't tell you about the yesterday's thingy,
As they were much a bit risky,
I never wanted to be as freak as creepy,
over something that you almost can't carry,

you appear pure and yet innocent,
who prefer solitude to remain your reticence,
 they hardly ever spot those major blemishes,
 so they take a glance over the appearance,
they said, you're such a decent,
hey, dont you take any offences?
   
yesterday you made a promise,
that you would neither rebel nor misbehave,
but today you take law into your own hands,
over something that you can't withstand?

 the last time you had smooth sailing journey, 
you prayed day and night to The Almighty,
o Allah please grant me with modesty,
so that i wouldn't miss the meaning of integrity,
so, that's the end of story.

-by ainatiqahh
p/s Nak cakap depan-depan tapi tak berani, sebab risiko dia terlalu tinggi, so saya minta undur diri.

Reality check.

  by   Friday, April 06, 2018   No comments
I'm going into my fifth week somewhere in Jelifornia

Feels like I haven't written much for a while. Not sure if I was busy caught up with lectures, assignments, getting involved with university events and so on.. or it's just me being lazy all the time in the bed while browsing web. Ugh

These past few days I got lonely, lost, begin to lose hope in the future and find it hard to enjoy any aspect of life. Actually, I have something to do with those lab reports, specifically on biochemistry but I need to wait for Desh, who is in charge for the result, calculation and graph regarding our previous experiment. And what more, he asked us to email him our individually discussion by tomorrow but.. hey, have you done your part yet, bruhh??



On my mind, I should give him a hand so that I can make his life become easier not even that, I think I can lighten the emotional burdens of our group but finally he said he was doing good. We do have our whatsapp group but it seems everyone refused to participate into conversation and discussion. So I've make up my mind to get a help from Sarah, ask her if she has done her part yet.

Doing degree is not the best part of my life, like seriously I'm known among friends for dislike this place where I currently study. What really goes inside my head is that am I investing the worthlessness in the future? Like in the future living in modern life, have a degree and become jobless? Whoaa, if you have high CGPA that shouldn't be a problem. yada yada yada nothing is easy in this world, ok, if only you're willing to pay for the price (effort) then the success should be yours (qouting Dr Wong)

When I was down I started to look back for the kifarah on what I've done before. Hehehe sounds funny (for me) but the reality is checked!

"Boleh jadi, kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah yang paling mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui"

(QS. Al-Baqarah:216)


Due to the unbearable loneliness, I Whatsapped Danial. He concluded that I was too miserable and he suggested if I should go out and get some fresh air.



Talking about Danial, we were no longer spent time together - more to work on our genetics assignment, as he quitted for Biotechnology and went for Agrotechnology but yet he still in the same campus where I currently study. To be honest, only few people I considered to talk to, people like Danial, Sarah, A.Faiz. Just take a look during this semester I currently work on three labs (genetics, chemistry and biochemistry presentation) with A. Faiz and Sarah. God bless me. And now here's coming the awkward ending part. Pray for me guys!


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