Raya! raya! raya! everybody loves raya. New baju raya, kuih raya, kasut raya, tudung raya and most important duit raya! Surprisingly, being 21 i did received so many duit raya from every houses i visited, it's either belah ibu in Pahang and belah ayah in KL on the first and second day of raya. This time i managed to join my dearest childhood friends from highschool for jalan-jalan raya around Putra Perdana with the absence of Mifit, Kak Jah and Adel —they were at their kampung till D-7 of raya and Mifit? Hehe.. What to expect from her? That woman got her first paper for finals on Monday raya D-6 so yeah i think these three may proceed till the next raya, Hihihi...

Raya in Putra Perdana can be so different compared to last raya. i cannot make it since i had papers to attend in Kelantan. So yeah, this raya gonna be worth i think. Say hi to Fatin, Iffa, Hafizat, Amirul, Qama, Qurr, Lizzy, Uzma, Izzy, Raidah and Hogan. Only this people could make it so far. For the recent update, most of us still pursue studies, mostly into degree and Raidah's doing her diploma intern and Lizzy made her first job experience as civil engineer somewhere in private company near Puchong Jaya.

Guess it's not too late to say Selamat Hari Raya to warga Internet since Syawal hasn't end yet and they said "raya, kan sebulan" hiks. But the main purpose is that i just realized i never had a proper posting on how i spent my raya in a fully writing form. That is, for Instagram i've done my part by doing so —uploading so many raya photos via instastory. Indeed, for blog i need some of time to write one full posting which required high commitment and inspiration. Geddit?? geddit??

Raya D-1 the males (Ayah, Iqbal & Amirul) went to Masjid Putra Perdana to perform solat sunat hari raya which means we were basically still at home. About 11am, we went balik kampung to celebrate raya with  our big families in Pahang.

The kiddos tido lepas buat bising kat belakang. 

 And... Duit raya?????? 

Err haluu?? Is anybody here reading to my another lame blogpost at the end of June?? 

First of all, i need to admit one thing regarding blogging can be So. Much. Boring. i always have trouble with it over past few months since i only had less interaction in the comment section and traffic views. Thus, making me lack of consistency in writing/blogging. I mean NO. Nothing stop me from writing in here. 

Secondly, due to the conflict arises in relationship that make me forgot those days i own a blog and not forget to be mentioned the busyness which I've been claimed in the semester four —4th sem sucks! Well being less a student, i found the title as far away from my excitement to pursue studies into higher levels. In simple word, I've just lost the shine of passion to continue degree. I've no other option rather than quit in the middle of the road (What?! You got 2years of remaining) or else end them all to make my parents proud. For now i would stay with the 2nd optionlah, kan! 

Conflict? Still, i remain loyal to Syakirah, Imanina, Alya and Ayu Nazira since they're all i got in uni and of course they are more than the definition of unimate/roomate/housemate itself —adopted sisters that are created to guide me in healing process (to be a better person from day-to-day). I'm pretty impressed that I'm still sticking to them. To my surprise, I'm no longer care to make my circle bigger due to the hypothesis I clearly made by myself.

The bigger the circle you make, the higher the conflict risk you need to take. 

Duhh...
Aahhhh...

The real conflict arises is that saya dah tawar hati. Tawar hati sebab apa?? Sebab ... malaslah nak pikir. Sekarang tengah final exam so nak focus. Ok this is inappropriate ending post by me after all this time ek. To end this post that doesnt end up with conclusion i would rather say, Selamat Hari Raya yang ke-17 everyone!