A LETTER TO MY (POTENTIAL) FUTURE HUSBAND

Dear Future Husband,

I want you to know that I'm crazy all over Mr. Subject XD — right now. Fyi, I'm 15-year-old girl who lives with my parents in Taman Putra Perdana along with my other three siblings. One thing you must know about me is that i really treasure friendship. I love my friends cuz some of them I've made during my childhood. People like Ain, Fatin, Farisya, Saliza, Iffa, Ainul, Adilla, Qama, bla bla bla, etc are the most precious gifts that Allah ever sent to me and we are likely sisters that gonna help each other through ups and downs. Therefore I'm not asking you to be one of them, but i wish we gonna be "the best friend of the year" that we support, motivate, inspire each other, so both of us can chase our dreams together. Like most girls, I also wish to be loved but yeah, at this age, I only experienced unrequitted love over my high school teacher which is quite embarrassing but yet, i prefer to share in here so one day if you access and read my blog, you would know that your future wife had been baby-ish all over her years, perhaps?  hiks, tah pape tah 😒😒

Speaking of you, I don't know whether you are exist or not, it's either you're in this world or at the other world, but, nevermind, Allah knows the best. You're always in my du’a. I asked Allah to grant me His blessing with a guy that fulfill every single detail of you, like having high level of sabr, generous, nice, well-mannered, responsible, pious and handsome is a must! Hahaha I know that I'm quite demanding but being a muslim we believe Allah SWT is Maha Kaya and Maha Pemurah. That's why I'm asking more and more during prayer since I'm too serious in looking for a father of my children, one day.

What you ever think a 15-year-old girl dare enough to write an open letter to her dream future husband?? Dah tak shabar nak kawen?? err, nope. It's just I've always thinking of you lately, like, what have you been doing right now?? What dishes you like most?? Are you a Kelantanese or a Johorean?? Or perhaps orang Keyel?? Are you that matured in managing financial?? Aaaaaa such a mysterious man!

But, but, but.... ibu said that I can't have a boyfriend at this age right now, despite focusing on my school (Yes, I said it!) but nevermind. Most importantly, I want you to know that when we do fall in love, I will love you unconditionally. I don't expect you to be perfect and I can guarantee you that I won't be either. I do, however, expect you to accept me fully for who I really am, and I promise to do the same for you. I will never try to change you, I will never let you feel unseen, and I will always be your number one fan.

Yours truly,
Perfectly imperfect me

P/S: Dear myself, find Allah, then find yours