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Rambled on #5 :Envious of Z
I thought that i want to hold on the blog for awhile since i need to give 120% focus on my monthly test that's going to start on this wednesday. But i can't seem to be so determined as i tricked myself by taking a break to update my blog.
Regarding the test, i cant wait for geography test paper cuz mkayy i've a small confession.
Recently i've crushed on my very own high school teacher for his charming and handsomeness aaaaaaaa and he's the one who's going to prepare the geography test paper hence i'm so excited to give an A for his test!
ok that's not exactly what i'm going to write about.
what do you guys ever think that make an individual perfect? ok here's the story about;
i get envious easily of people that have fully package of these three variables in their lives; wealth, intelligence & beauty. thus, making these people to have seemingly such perfect lives. One of them obviously have been closed to me ever since. Z, THE FREAK!
Yup, a girl with beauty and brain. Remember?
Z is such a perfect. She's beautiful, brilliant, coming from well educated family. She has the aura of possession, being selected in any school's position, always be the attention of other people and all but....
From hearsay of someone that happened to be my acquaintance, Z is having family crisis. i'm not going to write what she has been through in here. sebab, tak baek buka aib orang lain. But that one have opened my heart, my eyes and my mind for always being grateful for what we have now. Allah has grant everyone with His uncountable blessings, maka nikmat mana yang kamu dustakan?
Ya tuhan, ini semua hasutan syaitan.
Sometimes, i feel so baaaad for being selfish and get jealous of one of my lilysters. yeah, Z still consider lilysters though she has messed out with the cliques including me since childhood for being such sarcastic. i know where i stand, where my limit is and i think i should stop for envying Z cuz she's human being, imperfect and full of flaws. Err same goes to me. I should be happy with myself, my imperfections and flaws cuz at least i have perfect family and friends that has granted by Allah to me.
Regarding the test, i cant wait for geography test paper cuz mkayy i've a small confession.
Recently i've crushed on my very own high school teacher for his charming and handsomeness aaaaaaaa and he's the one who's going to prepare the geography test paper hence i'm so excited to give an A for his test!
ok that's not exactly what i'm going to write about.
what do you guys ever think that make an individual perfect? ok here's the story about;
i get envious easily of people that have fully package of these three variables in their lives; wealth, intelligence & beauty. thus, making these people to have seemingly such perfect lives. One of them obviously have been closed to me ever since. Z, THE FREAK!
Yup, a girl with beauty and brain. Remember?
Z is such a perfect. She's beautiful, brilliant, coming from well educated family. She has the aura of possession, being selected in any school's position, always be the attention of other people and all but....
From hearsay of someone that happened to be my acquaintance, Z is having family crisis. i'm not going to write what she has been through in here. sebab, tak baek buka aib orang lain. But that one have opened my heart, my eyes and my mind for always being grateful for what we have now. Allah has grant everyone with His uncountable blessings, maka nikmat mana yang kamu dustakan?
Ya tuhan, ini semua hasutan syaitan.
Sometimes, i feel so baaaad for being selfish and get jealous of one of my lilysters. yeah, Z still consider lilysters though she has messed out with the cliques including me since childhood for being such sarcastic. i know where i stand, where my limit is and i think i should stop for envying Z cuz she's human being, imperfect and full of flaws. Err same goes to me. I should be happy with myself, my imperfections and flaws cuz at least i have perfect family and friends that has granted by Allah to me.
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