Post —turmoil

I've been silent from the blog.

Almost a month and a half from now.

Alright, first there was the lecture, then the lab, so when there's lab, here comes the laboratory scientific report, then the mini project, then the presentation, then the bla bla bla... No I can't recall them all anymore. Sigh.

Now where do I begin? Home?

Umm, Hye (?) I'm back home sebab cuti midsem. Ahhh I feel so good to be at home, surrounded with my bulus (cats, I own cats, don't you know, people!) and family. When there's family, there's love.

And when there's love, there's life. 

Absolutely, there is a connection between —love and life. I always say, when there's love in my heart, I'm feeling particularly good in comprehending life. MY LIFE. But, everything's been so messed up lately. I just can't fathom what's wrong with my life  ME!

"Everything's been so messed up here lately,

Pretty sure he don't wanna be my baby" — I'm a mess, Bebe Rexha 

NO. I dont want to be anyone's baby and I dont care for not being one. Likely, I can love myself better than anyone else, kot. 

And, I really did good in self-loathing, too 

Shoot me, I'm dying inside.

I don't know. A lot has been happening, and believe it or not, I've had watched multiple season episodes of Avatar: The Last Airbender on my iPad, only that when I refused to do my lab report —somehow I left them hanging in order to get myself some entertainment by watching Aang defeated Fire Lord Ozai. Kahkah. Her inner feelings couldnt be aged much, is it? Sigh. 

Except that when it comes to serious matter, she could be as furious as lion.

Not the point though. 

I remember on watching Avatar, one thing that I can't never forget was Fire Prince Zuko dealing with a great emotional turmoil of his. As a result, he couldnt find his own destiny. 

Ahhh I'm so bad talking about life. I've no wisdom of experience since I'm only turned 21 in less than a month. Just now, I talked about the connection of love and life, later the miserable life I lived in, then I talked idiot about The Avatar (#merepek)

But, the message I wanna highlight of it after been watching of Zuko's life in The Avatar, all I can say to my future self is that...

You choose your own destiny. 

Keep it on track.

And, lastly have faith in The Almighty.